This book.
by Ann Voskamp. Who gets it.
It took me nearly 3 months to read it. Certainly not because it was boring. But because I had to put it down so often. And think. And breathe. I had to let it sink in. And write stuff down. Because I tend to forget all too important things. Unless I write them down.
It is based on this verse, Luke 22:19
"And He took bread, gave thanks, and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, "This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me."
eucharisteo ~ giving thanks. And the premise that thanksgiving ALWAYS precedes the miracle. And this (Luke 22:19) miracle? He did this for you. Christ's most remarkable miracle. For you.
And a challenge.
To LEARN to be content (did you ever even notice that this word is in those verses in Philippians 4:11-12???? I certainly skipped right over that word!) and to remove your discontentment and ingratitude by replacing it with GRATITUDE. By writing down one thousand gifts that you can thank God for. I am speaking from the experience of numbering and list making: it is truly remarkable to see these things written out. And to read back over in the moments when I am not feeling it, to remind myself of His Faithfulness.
In naming that which is right before me, that which I'd otherwise miss, the invisible becomes visible. p54
To name a thing is to manifest the meaning and value God gave it, to know it as coming from God and to know it's place and function within the cosmos created by God. p 55
Gratitude for the seemingly insignificant.... finding God everywhere, seeing Him everywhere, because He IS everywhere.
It's naming all the ways that God loves me.
And another challenge:
What if I opened the clenched hands wide to receive all that is? p145
I think I had to pause for about a month over that one. Just contemplating if I was willing to trust with open hand to fully accept God's Grace. Fully. When you see (even in a list!) the ways God has blessed you, the things He has given you... you can SEE His complete love for you. Who wouldn't want to rest in that? And yet. So often I sit with my hands tightly holding onto my fears, my concerns, my needs... what I think is best for me. What if I let Him decide what is best for me? It seems silly not to. Recognizing God's love for me through all He has provided for me (not just tangible, but the intangible as well!) opened my eyes infinitely.
C.S Lewis argued: that the most fundamental thing is not how we think of God but rather what God thinks of us: "How God thinks of us is not only more important, but infinitely more important."
Years of Christian discipleship, Bible study, churchgoing had been about me thinking about God; practicing eucharisteo was the very first I had really considered at length what God thought of me - this ridiculous and relentlessly pursuing love, so bold. p205
There is just something about taking time to consider God's Love for you. And seeing it everywhere! Taking the time to recognize it in the most common of places... I found this life changing.
A few of the items on my list?
Giggling children.
No snow in Florida.
Sleeping at night.
A caring mother.
Dinner in the crockpot.
Blind Line Judges, and no DQ's.
Being Mrs. McGregor.
Legs 12 miles strong.
Unplanned Sister Time.
That I'm not Amish.
Horrible Run.
A husband who smells like sunscreen.
A Sister down the street.
Redeemed.
Fleeting sunset.
You get the idea. Not so Random things that God reveals to you... to reveal HIMSELF to you. Because He loves you. Finding God in the Common places of life.
Can it really be this simple?